I just wanna go to sleep

Sometimes, I wish with my results, I had no chance to apply to somewhere better. Then I wouldn't have to be like that right now, trying to decide. I am stuck. This is so much shit. I don't know what to decide on, and what makes it worse is that I have to decide this single-handedly. I am no superwoman. I cannot tell my future, or heck predict it to know what is going to be best for me because right now, no one does. I don't know what my chances are, I don't know what to do. I'm only as good being blind trying to figure out where I'm headed to next. Screw this.